a self of worthlessness

I will always run

 run like the wind

 Swiftly, 

 for sometimes I can fall

 fall into this pit of love, 

 loving you is forbidden

 forbidden to me

You will always ask

  why I bite my tongue

  often,

  for sometime I lose myself

  entwine me with you

  entwining you is forbidden

  forbidden to me

We always sit apart

  sit across each other

  distanced

  for your proximity stills

  stillness brews amorousness

  amorous with you is forbidden

  forbidden to me

You are forbidden to me

  my lone mind forbids love

  destitution

  for I seem to be nothing

  nothing I do or say can match

  match your magnificence is forbidden

  forbidden to me