Harvest

You tell me of wanting
To touch the periphery of ecstasy
And roll back
As if I was some mistake
When you kissed
Did you kiss me or was it your cravings
That you forgot who I was
I didn't, but I did for your moment
As you lost yourself I found me
And yet you never did
Was that a dream
Or was that a reality
Neither would matter for it was either
As you held me close
I wanted to know
And you said I was him
Yet when you awakened
I was not, was it
Those are better left unanswered
For I seek no answers that yank at your heart
I seek your soul, your heart or your body
Is nothing compared to my desire

What brings me here
To such forsaken
Where there is nothing but anguish
Maybe its a need
Here all that discriminates all from me is hops
Yet
Am here
The music louder than damnation
The people worse than despair
Yet for a touch of liquid gold
I am amongst them
Each of purpose
Most lost
And the girls woo
None can woo me
For my heart is not so easily enticed
They are a fact i am alien to
I lost my longing to be human long ago
And here it is not human
Human is not despair
Human maybe want
I left this a long time ago
It is not hell nor heaven
To me it is just a walk

Me

You are me
I am me
The sky is me
The earth, the wind too
She is me
He is me
The thought is me
The feelings, me
The tears
The cry
The laughter the joy
The deceit
The coy
All that slumbers
All that makes me wonder is me
Time is me
The stars are me
Your fears are me
Your anger is me
When I am with these
I am alone
For when all is me
There is no you
Why is this emptiness
Maybe that too is me

Rise

She held on to me
Trembling in passion
As her lips touched mine
Dissolving my sanity
Like a drunk wolf
I was lost in her touch
And as she called my name
I didn't want to be in my senses
Such was her spell
Her eyes were starbursts
Consuming my control
Devouring my soul
In such a fancy
I pushed her to the wall
As we kissed the walls of shyness melted
She transformed me into a phoenix
Rekindling the fires of my passion

Touch

I want to touch her with my words
Before even a finger is laid upon
Make her pores come alive
Make her curl up in madness
If my words touch her
I want her to feel wet in her feminity
And her skin should light up in a flame
And burn away her worry

Revision

Let me be, in this dream
Surrounded by you
Clothed in you
Covered, all over

As every pore of you awakens
As your soul screams
In a hunger, so profound
In lust, insatiable ruthless mad love

Let me witness your mind then
Lost in the frenzy
Seeing the lights sparkle
With open eyes

When I meet you there
Reach out
As you hold my face
Let me hear you, in glee, like a child

Visions

She stared into my eyes
In that dim firelit room
As she leaned on the wall holding me
In a kiss i could not break away from
Her skin , like glowing steel
As my tongue and lips slid towards her neck
Tasting every inch of her
Like two metals melting together
As i kissed her belly she roared
Just a shade shy of a tigress hunting
And held me closer like a second skin
Fading into one , as she wrapped herself around me

Let me stand witness
To the water spraying in droplets
Carrying your essence
As it bounces off your skin
And let me taste the water that runs along you
As it touches your lips
And fades its shade, awakening my hunger
To feel them on mine
As i hold you close
Your skin on mine
Let me forget my soul
As i lose my mind
Let there be nothing between us
Except the touch and feelings that ate held so tight
Unleashed into an explosion of passion
Let me burn , in such an embrace

Under these rain clouds
As I hold you close
There is a parched heart
That yearns to be drenched
Let me drink the water running down your face
As they drip down your lips and chin
As I hold you close in my arms
Lost in the scent of your skin

Lost

Where is me
A question I face each day
I am all you want me to be
A little less sometimes
A lot more other
Between these moments
Does any moment occur
Whence You ask
Who I really am
I miss me, being all else
My self, of wants and desires
The very I subjugated to be with you
You have had all you wanted, almost
Whilst I remain nothing but a shadow
A reminiscent me
A faded shadow
Long dead, buried in the ashes
The very ashes of everyone's needs

Is dying so hard
I have seen so many do it
Asleep in awesomeness
Yet never to wake
I have been there once
I came back
I regret the decision
Can I undo the same
For all life asks is more
From my empty pockets and will
Can I rest in the Everglades permanently
And not see another dawn
When I have nothing to offer
And all I have given is worthless or deemed so
What more have I to offer
Shouldn't my exit be fair


The AI version

Is dying so hard

To see so many go

Their bodies at rest

Forevermore to slumber

I too have faced death

And returned from its grasp

But now I regret

That fateful decision

For life demands more

From my empty hands and soul

Can I not rest forever

In the peaceful Everglades

And escape the dawn's light

When I have nothing left to give

And all that I have offered

Is valued not or deemed as such

What more can I offer

Is it not just to depart this earth