What did you want to know?
-about my descent into this relegation of worth
-In your eyes and in your thoughts,
this is the only atonement for my sins
-It is a price I owe to my past
-of my so unrelinquishable strength
That chose to love you and
-to yet remained tone-deaf to your lament
-and so, the universe turns a blind eye to my plight
I fret not myself with the so-called dignity
-not anymore for that man died when you left
-this is his shadow, a being of no worth
I offer it to you as to indemnify for what has passed
-in my sanest judgment and flawless will
-for you to break both down at last
In this descent of chaos and to your control
-let me be a cup filled with your vitriol
-let me drown in your rage and curdle
But let me owe what I have brought forth
-it is mine to offer and I freely do
-and I offer my mind to be strangled too
For another moment should not be spent
-in woe that I have brought forth to you
-curdle my soul and berate me too
I rather see your eyes peel my skin alive
-salt and burn my wound and sighs
-feed me the misery I have so wrought
Bleed me alive and let me painfully die.
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