If you

If you hold my hand right now

I would wish to die

if you would touch my cheek right now

I would wish to die

if you would kiss me for a moment 

I would wish to die 

but I know these are just dreams

and my dreams are either dead or about dying

for none,

none of them are about me living 

living in your embrace

I am wishing for

yet I know I am wishing hopelessly

as your absence dawns

gently, often strangling my throat

not literally though

but it feels so

and I wanted to say 

If you hold my hand right now

I would wish to die

if you would touch my cheek right now

I would wish to die

if you would kiss me for a moment 

I would wish to die 

but I know these are just dreams

and my dreams are either dead or about dying

Why do you torment me, 

maybe it is not you, it is me

dreaming, of torment 

but it is sweeter for it is yours

and only yours 

If you hold my hand right now

I would wish to die

if you would touch my cheek right now

I would wish to die

if you would kiss me for a moment 

I would wish to die 

but I know these are just dreams

and my dreams are either dead or about dying

Then, I see you

and you make me breathe

bring me back to life

I breathe your fragrance 

I wish to live again

If you hold my hand right now

I would wish to live

if you would touch my cheek right now

I would wish to live

if you would kiss me for a moment 

I would wish to live

Let this be my beautiful dream

for you are the like the sweetest dream