Wednesday 16 February 2022

Absence Of My Own Self

Absence of my own self
Bound in my own moments of endless lone
Sometimes it encompasses the universe
Empty and void, as the soul grows each day
Nothing seems to belong, nor do I
Curdling is this sense of being
Every day just another means to an end

Oh! but havent you heard of hope? i ask me
Forlorn is the easiest word for such

"Much of this is your own doing!" I say to me
Yet another pointless introspection

Often these exchanges bring forth woe
Who then is to blame? Ah! Going another bout
"None", I yell to pacify my fading sanity

Somedays are wrought in absolute numbness
Even at the off chance of my lover's crossing
Love had brought me hope, yet I fear
For it has drenched me in its apathy and mire


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