Somedays I wish to curl up and die

And other days, not wake

Yet meaninglessly, another days dawns

Drafts me into its pointlessness

I have existed, spiralling into madness

Drenching my heart, in the raining venom

Wishing for death, but dragged into living

Battered by all that I hold dear

While the universe laughs

Making me unwillingly breathe

Taunting and tormenting me

Forcing me to be alive.