aloft
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I seek diffusion in clouds of smoke
in my cigarettes that eat my time of living
and then I look forth into the grey skies
drunk and staring into the distance
I wish to fade like the smoke does , each time I hold her to my lips
and when I feel her enter my lungs I can feel the pain subside
every five minutes that I lose, the lesser I have to leave
knowing you are away, knowing I am alone
Amongst the million, I seek
solace in the pseudo world create
just to fade into oblivion
as most of my wishes and dreams