To learn (I)

Part 1

Let me feel the longing for you

As a lover, let my insides churn

And you be the ever evading, denying, evil woman

For I want to feel what it is to have loved and lost

Will you in one manifestation be so

Is this woman's wish Hari

Let me feel the joy

Of seeing you , yet be away

Be tormented and cast aside

Ever and again

Let me fold into my own body

Weep countless nights

I would want to be born a man

A man in love, overcome by madness 

Failed in my logic, shunning my truth

Let me at such be subjected to your coldness

Yearn in wanting to hear you

At which you would blatantly deny my pleas

I would want to feel

All that has been felt

By every gender that you have made

Let me feel complete

Let me feel your Maya of creation