Sunday, 3 August 2025

Sunday Nights

I like the empty home, I really do  
Somedays when my body is in pain, my head screams of pain  
I have no one to talk to me  
It is the best part, being alone  

The women I know want to talk  
And I don't  

I must have hit my head, I gather  
There is a stench of blood in my breath  
At this point, who cares  
Oh I do  
If I survive, laundry day would be so much trouble  
Of such, the dead me would not need to know  

Everything in my body hurts  
But my heart doesn't  

This is not just a choice  
This is where evolution brought me  

I do love  
I can feel  
I even understand the delirium of you  
But I just won't give in to such illusions too  

Monday, grimacing Monday  
It arrives tomorrow  
I abhor it, of late  
And not a lifetime too soon  

I find myself amidst people  
Enslaved to relationships  
I hate them  
And I hate Mondays too  

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