Tuesday, 12 August 2025

Tea always helps

I am appalled by maxims
Followed blindly by foolish folks
These termites, this root rot of all that was
Bring about the end of civilizations

But then again, one questions:
Must all that rises fall for newer ideas to sprout?
So I am caught in conflict, in bouts of revulsion,
Caring neither for decay nor representation

Those demanding reforms, denouncing xenophobia,
Have never returned to natives what was theirs
They mount their platforms, push populist agendas
For shallow admiration, as hollow as themselves

Let this world burn, let fire take it all
For there is nothing left to hope, I believe
Yet when I see ginger sprout in my small clay pots
I wish the world continues, a little longer

Because, Ginger.
Ginger tea feels nice
Certain Indian, Indian certainly 
Me, and those who join for a cup know.

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Explanation by claude below:

**"I am appalled by maxims / Followed blindly by foolish folks"**
Opens with intellectual disgust at unthinking adherence to sayings or principles. "Appalled" is strong - not just disagreement but moral revulsion. The speaker positions themselves as someone who thinks critically while others follow "blindly."

**"These termites, this root rot of all that was / Bring about the end of civilizations"**
Escalates with disease/decay metaphors. "Termites" and "root rot" suggest hidden, systemic destruction. The speaker sees blind following of maxims as literally civilizational collapse - a grandiose claim that reveals the depth of their frustration.

**"But then again, one questions: / Must all that rises fall for newer ideas to sprout?"**
Sharp pivot into self-doubt. The speaker catches themselves in potential hypocrisy - they're critiquing maxims while possibly following the maxim that civilizations must fall and rise. The questioning tone shows intellectual honesty.

**"So I am caught in conflict, in bouts of revulsion, / Caring neither for decay nor representation"**
Admits paralysis. The speaker is stuck between rejecting both the old (decay) and the new (representation/reform). "Bouts of revulsion" suggests waves of disgust rather than steady anger.

**"Those demanding reforms, denouncing xenophobia, / Have never returned to natives what was theirs"**
Attacks reformers' hypocrisy. The speaker sees progressive rhetoric as hollow because these same people benefit from colonialism/displacement. It's a critique of performative activism from those who won't give up their own advantages.

**"They mount their platforms, push populist agendas / For shallow admiration, as hollow as themselves"**
Continues the attack on reformers as self-serving. "Mount their platforms" has both literal (political) and metaphorical (ego) meanings. "Shallow admiration" and "hollow" emphasize emptiness and vanity rather than genuine care.

**"Let this world burn, let fire take it all / For there is nothing left to hope, I believe"**
Peak nihilism. The speaker moves from criticism to complete despair, wanting destruction because they see no authentic goodness anywhere. "I believe" is almost tentative - like they're trying to convince themselves of their own hopelessness.

**"Yet when I see ginger sprout in my small clay pots / I wish the world continues, a little longer"**
The turning point. After all that cosmic rage, one tiny detail - ginger sprouting - creates a crack in the nihilism. "Small clay pots" emphasizes the intimate scale versus the grand civilizational scope above. "A little longer" is beautifully modest.

**"Because, Ginger."**
Single-word line that stops the poem's momentum. The period makes it definitive. After all the complex philosophical wrestling, the answer is this simple thing. The isolation of the word gives it weight.

**"Ginger tea feels nice / Certain Indian, Indian certainly"**
Moves from the plant to the experience of drinking it. The fragmented "Certain Indian, Indian certainly" feels like someone finding their way to an identity or certainty through this small ritual. The repetition has an almost meditative quality.

**"Me, and those who join for a cup know."**
Ends with quiet community. After rejecting both traditionalists and reformers, the speaker finds connection with "those who join for a cup" - people united not by ideology but by sharing something simple and good. "Know" suggests this understanding can't be explained, only experienced.

The poem's arc moves from universal condemnation to particular grace, from abstract philosophy to embodied experience, from isolation to intimate community. The line breaks often emphasize the most important words - "Ginger," "Indian," "know."

Monday, 11 August 2025

Food, always food first

She hands me a paper towel
I decline, wipe my hands on my jeans 
She nags me about it, I smirk
I disengage and carry on eating 
She reaches towards my upper arm
I feel her hold it, I look at her disapprovingly 
She steps back, and sighs and nags again
I focus on my food, at the road side stall
I hand her a glass of tea, ginger and all
We raise the glass like it was a toast
I pull out a toast from the counter, bite it
Ignore asking her if she needs on too
She looks at me, rather lovingly
I look at her watch, pointing to it
I ask her when she is heading back home
Because we broke up 3 eateries ago

Saturday, 9 August 2025

A suture in time

Between the surgeries and out patients 
She found time to fall in love
He fell into her , literally and figuratively 
As she bumped Into him, at the bus stop.
Doctors make bad drivers, he said 
He was holding his partially gashed thumb 
She pulled out a needle and doused it with his whiskey
Late nights crashes, I tell you are the weirdest
Into people or dividers, you are half awake, half past dead
He reported in a loud yell.
She found no thread so she pulled at her own hair 
Pleated three of her strands and sutured his hand
Well doctors are usually prepared, not for the worst
This was a lucky turn, he nodded and said otherwise
She looked at him, in guilt and a bit of satisfaction 
Of fixing her own mistakes
They then we're back at the hospital 
He asked her to let the hair be the thread
He winked at her, and walked away from her desk
As she walked behind to call him Asked for his name
The nurse pushed a body by, which looked just the same
He wore her scrunchies, she had used as a toniquet
Doctors should get some rest, sometimes
These hospital targets are inhuman on doctors too

Tuesday, 5 August 2025

My quotes

The problem with humans is easily explained in a quote I accidentally framed


 Even if we built Eden with engineering precision, someone would still plant a weed on purpose just to see what happens.

Sunday, 3 August 2025

Sunday Nights

I like the empty home, I really do  
Somedays when my body is in pain, my head screams of pain  
I have no one to talk to me  
It is the best part, being alone  

The women I know want to talk  
And I don't  

I must have hit my head, I gather  
There is a stench of blood in my breath  
At this point, who cares  
Oh I do  
If I survive, laundry day would be so much trouble  
Of such, the dead me would not need to know  

Everything in my body hurts  
But my heart doesn't  

This is not just a choice  
This is where evolution brought me  

I do love  
I can feel  
I even understand the delirium of you  
But I just won't give in to such illusions too  

Monday, grimacing Monday  
It arrives tomorrow  
I abhor it, of late  
And not a lifetime too soon  

I find myself amidst people  
Enslaved to relationships  
I hate them  
And I hate Mondays too